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Negative self-scripts and positive affirmations
Before we can become self-affirming, we need to learn about the effects of negativism in our lives.
Negative self-scripts are the:
 Negative beliefs you have about yourself and of which you remind yourself daily.
Negative statements about yourself which sprinkle your everyday conversation.
Self depreciating remarks that influence your behaviour or beliefs.
Negative desciptions given to you by members of your family of origin or peer group when you were younger onto which you hold even to this day.
Negative feedback you get from your spouse, boss, teacher, colleagues, children, parents, relatives or others that you take personally and incorporate into your personal belief system.
Negative self-images you have of your body, looks, face, weight , colouring, hair, feet, or other parts of your body, which as you visualize, influence your presentation of self to others.
Negative assessment you or others have made of your competency, skills, ability, knowledge, intelligence, creativity, or common sense. You have agreed with this internally, and thus, belive it true of you.
Negative stories about your past behaviour, failures, or performances that you systematically run over in your mind and which influence your current conduct.
Negative attitudes about the possibility of your achievement of success in your life; these influence your motivation, effort, and drive for attainment of goals.
Negative visualizations you have of your current status or state in life to your personal detriment.
Feelings of anger, resentment, hostility or rage you feel towards others for real or imagined mistreatment. This so immbolizes you that your emotional growth gets stunted and you feel negatively about both yourself and life in general.
Feelings of guilt for real or imagined debilitating wrongs you have committed that prevent positive self-valuing thoughts.
Negative prophecies that you or others have made about yourself, your future, your success, your relationships, your family, or your health; these haunt you as you face a daily struggle to ‘win’ in life.
Ways in which you deny yourself reqards for your goodness, hard work and caring by: 1) not taking time to enjoy the fruits of your labor, 2) living in a style of self denial and austerity and 3) being afraid to let down your guard and relax, lest you fail to achieve your ‘big pay off.’
Feelings of over-responsibility with which you burden yourself. This includes the feeling that others in your life will never be able to fully take care of themselves and that you are ‘responsible’ for them no matter what.
Dread and fear you have when facing your future; the belief that you do not have what it takes to survive or to be successful in whatever circumstances you face.
Feelings of failure you harbor about real or imagined mistakes in the past and you ‘assured’ failures in the future.
Feelings of jealousy you harbor toward others whom you perceive (real or imagined) to be more successful, prettier, luckier, better liked, smarter, more talented, more creative, and generally better off than you.
Feelings of inferiority you harbour about yourself and the belief that no matter what you do in life, it will never be ‘good enough.’
Feelings that there is someone in your life (eg, your spouse, one of your parents, a family member, a former teacher, a peer, a co-worker, a boss) form whom you are still waiting to receive recognition of your worth, your goodness, your competency, your beauty and your overall qualities.
What is the outcome of believing in negative self-scripts?
The outcome of believing in negative self-scripts can include:
Over-dependence on the approval of others: You have an inordinate need to receive positive reinforcement or approval for what you are, how you act, and what you do from others, with an inability to be self-rewarding.
Lack of self esteem and low self-concept: You have an inability to believe in your own worth, inability to see any value in your own life, a poor self-image, and a lack of belief in your competency to succeed in life.
Immobilization: A rigid belief system immobilizes you from taking risks in life, prevents you from wanting to make a change, freezes your feelings into a negative pattern, and convinces you that your only role in life is to be victimized by those from whom you can not escape.
Negativity: Your negative view of yourself leads you to see all of your world in a negative light. You begin to believe and act as a ‘loser.’ You see nothing in a positive light and can’t be convinced that there is a better option in life.
Pessimism: You no longer believe that you will succeed and are no longer willing to take an optimistic position as you look to your future. You can see only gloom and doom on the horizon.
Self-Pity: You begin to feel so sorry for yourself and how life has treated you that you become your best ‘pity party’ guest. You are so lost in your self-sorrow, regrets, remorse, sympathy, and pity that you refuse to be shaken or changed. You begin to believe that no one will notice you if they can’t feel sorry for you too.
Cynicism: You take a ‘yes-but’ cynical look at every suggestion for change in your life. You begin to doubt in the sincerity, kindness, and love of others who are trying to help you. You create a barrier of cynicism to block them out, thus convincing yourself when they leave you that they really didn’t care.
The ‘Guard-All Shield’: You create an invisible shield, tough for others to see or to penetrate. People will approach you and try to get involved, but you zap them with your shield and they back away or turn and run. The shield is so subtle that at times you didn’t even know it exists, and you get confused by people pulling away from you. This shield can take the form of coldness, wise-cracking, fear of being hurt, aloofness, unwillingness to change or take a risk, fear of being taken advantage of, fear of intimacy, fear of failure, fear of hurting others, or any other feeling that keeps you from connecting emotionally with another person.
Fulfillment of the Prophecy: Because negative self-scripts predict the worst, you at some subconscious level work to achieve the worst and succeed in fulfilling the negative prophecy of: failure, loss, disapproval, or any other catastrophe or malady. It is a pattern of being self-destructive with one’s life.
Depression: Because of the anger, resentment, rage, hurt, disappointment, disillusionment, and suffering you experience from your negative self-scripting you are a ‘good’ candidate for firm and long lasting-depression. Your emotions can become so stuck, rigid, and constricted that you can be embedded into a deep sense of melancholy, and loss of hope.
Positive self-scripts coming soon.
Information courtesy of http://www.coping.org
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